Good day. Went shopping with Mom for the first time in a year. Felt judged at times - I feel a heaviness weigh down on my chest when this happens. We put together a Christmas wreath at Hobby Lobby toward the end of the day and it felt nice...very motherly-daughterly. Wish it could feel that way all of the time.
My denim carpi's were loose and I had to keep pulling them up - AWESOMENESS! For breakfast I had a Veggie Sausage Pattie and some watermelon. While we were out shopping, we stopped at Sonic. Mom got a large order of fries. I got a diet limeade and that was it for the day! (didn't drink enough water though). Total calories for today: 234. My stomach feels so amazing empty - it feels flat. I love that feeling. I can get addicted to that feeling.
Tomorrow it's back to the gym.
About Me
- Maggie
- I don't know if I know too much or not enough "about me". That's the purpose of this blog. I'm in my mid-thirties. I'm single. At the moment, I am desperately unhappy (i.e. clinically depressed) and disgustingly overweight. I blame myself for losing control over my eating and allowing food to comfort me. My ED is in full swing right now. I DO NOT ADVOCATE EDs - I'M JUST BEING HONEST. I'm also terribly passive aggresive and would never tell another soul the things that I journal in this blog. Note: All images are Copyrighted and may not be used, copied, duplicated or taken without my prior express written permission.
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